well.. I've come into an emotional crisis again.. It happens sometimes
An hour ago I was watching videos at youtube and that reminded me my ex-boyfriend
it sounds stupid, but I remembered him because he used to watch videos there almost the whole day xD he is still an addict ._.
so I took a look to his account and I started to feel really sad, so I wanted to see if he had something new out there.
He used to call himself zychronos, so it is easy to find stuff about him on google xD
I didn't find anything.. just some posts on facebook :/
now I feel like a complete stalker.. it sucks
I miss him terribly, but it is now impossible for us to be together again.. I don't like him anymore but I feel a kind of hollow..
actually I have a crush on a boy that is in my classroom, but well.. today was the last day at school, we are now going for exams and then leave home; I really like him a lot but I think it is impossible making him to like me :/ I wanna tell him that I like him but I am afraid T_T specially because I predict his answer.. and it is not too much cool at all; but anyway.. I am going to do it this week, maybe if he says "no" I will be sad the vacations, but then in christmas I will be better when I receive gifts n.n
well I think thats all
I had to unburden from this situations
and thanks for reading n_n
take care, cya! (: